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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 { 10:02 PM }

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From:BoI_DiN

To:..

Date:Wednesday, 21 October, 2009 10:16:06 AM

Subject:hi
Message:

ni din.. u reali luk sincerely swit ya. hope we get to noe each other better...if u willing lah...[as fren] u mind xchange number tk ??more easier kn u take my number 85017548...i wait 4 ya msg tau.. cos i jarang masok..im bz wrk at night..jgn pk bukan2 tau pasal i pass number..i reali wan to get to noe u..jgn tk msg tau.i rali sincere dan iklas nk knal2 dgn u..i hope u willin to b my fren k...mane tau da lame2 jadi matair...insyallah..hehe..u jgn tak msg tau..boi sentiase akn tgu sya msg...muackz!!i b wait darlz.

Seriously,what is this particular person thinking? This disgust the hell outta me.The reason why I posted this out is not to make a big huha about it.I know this might seems normal to some of you. No big deal,I know.But somehow,some of you guys (I repeat,SOME) really needs to fuckingly open your eyes and puny brains. Ya think girls are so dumb fuckingly oh-so naive?Hah! 3 words for you, Go And Die. And the last two sentence really got me rolling on the floor. LMAO. My intention of posting this out is not to offend anyone. Merely to address some of the girls's issue.No offence,peace.lols!Seriously,get a life.Your just making a fool outta yourself.

Monday, October 19, 2009 { 7:52 PM }

Im tired of feeling sorry for myself.Im tired of being in denial.Im tired of putting up a facade.I need to change my way and stop being weak.Because you know what,I miss being me.

From now,I shall begin to forget the baggage that I have carried with me for years.The guilt that hunted me all along,the feeling of insecurities that severely overwhelmed me,the tears that cried themselves away every night, the worries and frustrations that filled me everyday.

After all these while,I've came to learn the despair of being hurt is healed by overcoming it, not clinging to the hurt or inflicting it more on either yourself or people around you.The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.True enough?You see,you can't get on well in life until you let go of past failures and heartaches.At times the mistake you've done shall forever remain engraved inside.However we should always remember to learn how to forgive ourselves and never forget the lesson learnt."The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything is just that they make the most of everything that comes along their way". Sometimes all it takes is just a wish in the heart to let yourself,Begin again.

I'm currently addicted to this particular korean drama titled Why Why Love.A great drama I must say.Never failed to shed me into tears for countless of time.Boohoo.Hah!I absolutely love it.It simply taught me the love and sacrifices made between two compassionate human beings.I've also came to learn that we must learn how to appreciate little things in life and not take it for granted. Because you will never know when you will ever lose it. And it shall never come back.((:

Okay readers,I wanna apologise for the constant changing in URL. can't get over my fetish for blogspot.Hah!I miss using blogger lah. Its way better than onsugar.Aside from that,its very convenient to upload pictures unlike Onsugar which only upload pictures one by one.Sebei leceh.Tsk.Blogger still rock big time,the rest can go and die ok?Hahs!

Goodnight everyone,
Much Love,Sya.

Thursday, October 15, 2009 { 12:44 AM }

Pathetic-Bored-Face

Seriously I don't even know whats my intention of blogging. I should be mugging like crazy just like anyone else. Seriously,this pressure is killing me.Hah,nvm.I'll shall take probably a few minutes to blabber whatever nonsense now before Im back to my revision. Hah! Release stress kononnya lah kan. I'm missing alot of people. Eversince N'level ended everybody is busy searching for job.Currently bestie already got one,as a sales assistant. At where? Cannot tell. secret. HAHA. And tomorrow , prolly I will be going out to have study session with Aisyah. hehe,miss that sexyass.I hope jadi, coz I've been staying at home like loner liddat. I feel like going to bestie workplace tmr and disturb her. Haha,sheeesh!

Before that,I wanna show something.

Obviously,this isn't my drawing because I can't even at all draw. Haha!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009 { 6:38 PM }

(Self-webcam.This was taken a few weeks ago)

I've been giving a missed to school lately. I developed some kind of allergy or something. I've got rashes all over my face and neck and its isn't getting any better. You should see how reddish and hideous I look yesterday with red spots all around. Aiyerrrr,and its frigging itchy I tell you.I'd to resist the temptation to scratch a few minutes every now and then. Erghhh,so irritating!Luckily it did subsided once I'd apply some cream and took a few tablets. Thank god! If it gets any worser,I will need to see the doctor by tomorrow.Teman me anyone?Im alone,so sadddd.Hahaha! Ya as if. Im even ashamed to even step out of the house lor. And I've been staying at home since Sunday okay. Nevertheless,on a brighter note,staying at home does give me alot and sufficient time to do my own self-revision. Probably I will not attend school even on the graduation day itself which is on this coming Friday! Hah!

I think im lacking of confidence. Im not sure whether I could make it into polytechnic. My maths result for prelim was a complete atrocious. Sigh. I need to fucking pass my maths to get into that nursing course. YEAPPP,i've made up my mind. Nursing it is.Nevertheless,I will not get demoralise if the result turns out to be unexpected.I've been contemplating on a lot of things lately.Even if I can't manage to pull in through poly,probably i will end up in ITE.I will take that bloody nursing course for 2 years before I could enter poly afterwhich. I know,it will take a bloody long time. But I am fine with it as long as I know i've been trying my best.God's will,lets just hope everything else will go on smoothly for us aye? Especially those who will be taking their N and O levels this year(:

I miss bestie and the rest of the girls lah.Tak boleh jumpa korang semua lah. Muka ku polkadot face siak.Hah!Tsk! Much misses okay.Goodluck for your cpa paper today! You go gerlsssss! Haha. And pardon me for not updating my links for a long time. I will do it soooon!And where has all my tags gone to? My blog seems so quiet :( I will be having an open house this coming Saturday. haiya,busybusybusy.

Damn hilarious I tell you.You guys should watch it!! Hahaaa.

xoxo,

Sya.

Saturday, October 3, 2009 { 7:45 PM }

While on the way to Neh's house,we bumped onto Fatin and quickly snapped a pic! Heh,miss you hell loads.See you soon!

Priceless I tell you,Semangat king kong semuaaa,hah!

Karoake and gaming session at Razi's house. Hah!

Irfan Danial ; The apple of my eye >33

I swear theres still alooooooooot more pictures. But I'm lazy to upload them all! Hah!Today was really a blast. With sumptous meal served,sup tulang,spaghetti,french fries,karoake cums dancing session,plus plus lotsa and lotsa camwhoring session really wrapped up my day.Hehe.So lets end this off with the below animations! Hahaha,gawddddd.

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